Changes...

      As the days pass by, I am in constant awe lately of God's amazing gifts. My children are such a gift to me. To think of these little people, loving me, cherishing my words, holding my hand as if there was not other person in the world more awesome than me, asking me what is the world made of and no matter the answer, they are confident my answer will be correct. Their innocence to the ignorance and wicked nature of the world is evident. Their hearts are fresh and soft like a cake fresh from the oven; if I press to hard I will ruin it with little hope of repair. I see their smiles and my heart just wants to live in that moment. When they wake up at night and crawl into bed with me I desire their warmth and closeness and pray I will never forget the moment... WHen they curl in my lap I pray we will always remain close. WHen we pray together, I always pray they will never stray away from the Lord. Why could our awesome God give me such a responsibility? WHy would HE put someone like me, in charge of such beautiful gems as they are? Why would HE allow me to love this much knowing I will hurt by events surrounding them time and again? So we will understand HIS amazing love, & realize how much more HE loves and cares for us.
      My husband is another awesome creation. He loves me everyday, all day. His love for me has never faded, changed, or waivered despite my inadequacies. His love has only deepened through the years while he recognizes my true nature. My frailties are his areas of strength. My strengths are his areas of weakness. Although we are complete opposites, we fit together liek a pair of shoes; different but used for the same purpose; to glorify our Father and love one another. Again when I question why I am given the same answer; it is all for my glory Ruby. I want you to know that I can love you more than this man ever could.
     HE has done so much more. HE has blessed me with friends that are more family, a house that has been turned into a home, financial starin and difficulty into joy for provisions. HE is aamzing in all HE has done and is doing. What a great God we have!! He does all this for everyone around the globe daily and yet we refuse it daily  by our actions and attitude. My prayer for today is to count my blessings and I will be reminded of HIS greatness and how our love should be towards one another.