Can you smell fall? Chatting with a friend of mine, we talked about the wonderful things of fall, and how it is our favorite season. Why? The weather change preapres you for all the changes to come. Foods change; no more watermelon and BBQ's, rather pies, roasts, and baked veges. Clothing changes as we put more on to stay warm as the temp. cools down (although some of us have more "meat" that we do not need to layer just yet!). The new season brings a new spirit as we prepare for the busy-ness of holidays, birthdays, school, parties, and breaks to enjoy with our families and friends. Just love this season!

Now, the fall is much different throughout the US. Here, we get a little cooler weather, but back east and throughout the mid-west, the temp change is much more drastic. The environmental change is widely noticed and expected as the leaves change color and leave the trees bare. In some areas lakes and rivers freeze, animals will hibernate, and school is canceled because of blizzards! This sounds unreal for this SoCal girl but I have witnesses and have seen pics, so I know its true!

Isn't life the same? We go through seasons of warmth, we may feel under fire or maybe the prompting of the Holy Spirit to shed pounds of baggage or burdens, bitterness, and other things that hinder your growth. Things can often feel uncomfortable at times but we recognize the need to press on without retreating to a cooler or easier place.

Fall tends to be more confortable and a time of rest. We enjoy all we are seeing and doing. The emotional or circumstancial weather is calmer than usual. We are enjoying trying new things and just want to smile alot as the joy of what is coming. A new car, new baby, or just a time where everything is going right could fit in this season.

Now winter is cold. Again difficult to press on, but you know you must in order to succeed.  This season has lots of "I'm sick of this" moments and maybe even points where you are ready to give up, but you continue on.This season has more retreat times, but when you come out of this season, you are stronger than ever and ready for the coming change.

Spring is a great season of growth. But in order to have this growth and maturity, the other seasons were necessary. These are the times we become thankful for all the other seasons that have finally brought us to where we have arrived. New situations are introduced in this season that help you to change personally for a time or permanently. Thank God for a noticable growth! It makes going through all other seasons worth it!

So then, when we are contemplating this amazing change in weather, environment, clothing, situation, emotions, etc., let us first think how awesome for us to have such an awesome designer, GOD", who allows us to experience HIS amazing creations firsthand. Second, how awesome HE is to allow us to go through seasons rather than a lifetime of heat or cold!! He knows how much we can handle. He knows how long our personal "seasons" will be and will not allow it a day longer than what is necessary to get us to a "Spring". Allowing circumstances, rest, regrowth, discomfort, pain, heat, joy, and cold and more makes us who we are. It builds our character according to the Bible in Romans 5. Without the change of seasons, we would never have fresh flowers or the fresh smell of rain. Our hearts would never have a feeling of renewal and appreciation for the time we have gone through if we never had changes.


What season are you going through? Are you praising the Lord for it despite its severity? Or are you forgetting who the creator of the seasons is because things are feeling cool and cozy?  Thankfully, Our Savior stays the same and does not change styles as our clothing does. He is the same yesterday, today, and forever according to Hebrews 13:8. But our prayers should change. As seasons change, reevaluate where you are, put on the proper clothing, and ask the Lord for guidance and help through it. He will never leave you! thank you Lord!!

I got a strange question this evening... "Mom"... "Why does God create kids who are handicap? Why doesn't He jsut make them like us? Why would He want to do that?"

It made me pause... Why Lord?? I know the obvious reasons from what the Word says but why? I began to think about how poeple have asked before if God is such a great God then why did He allow.....you fill in the blank. I know all the reasons but never had a thought about how God saw it.

While QUICKLY praying, not lose the moment, I began to explain the beginning of time. God's initial plan of perfection and friendship with Adam and his AMAZING partner, Eve. I have never really thought about God's view on the garden. I mean really thoguth about it. He wanted to be their friend! They rejected Him and have continued to do so throughout history despite all He has done. He returns again and again, sending prophets and pleading with the people, not for their goods but simply for their love! Time and time again He is rejected, downplayed, and disrespected. Hello... HE IS GOD!!!

Then I shift gears to explain how when sin entered this world, we all became sinners. Our souls are full of wickedness beacuse of the sin but by the death on the cross of Jesus, we have been made clean. God no longer sees what we have done. he forgets it. How many billions of people are there since the beginning of time? He has forgiven all who have repented. ALL!! Our great God mercifully forgave when He knew we would repeat our mistakes over agian. He gave HIS Son for our salvation knowing people would still reject even this great gift.

By this time, I am almost in tears, rejoicing in the life and freedom I have in  our God. All He has done despite my imperfections. How He loves regardless. Was so caught in thinking I forgot to answer the question but she didn't forget. "MOM?"

Yes.... Explaining that this world became full of sin and that brought with it disease, illness, and death was tough. She still was having trouble making a connection. I was not... My own mental picture brought me to a place of perfection without disease or death. Without heartache or worry. Heaven is coming soon, the Lord gently reminded me............ "MOM?"

"WHY MOM?" "God can heal anything so let's pray this person gets better"
"Why would God want to leave Him that way?"
My sweet Andrea.
Her heart is for others. She cares about nothing but chocolate and praying for others.
As I continue to explain about how God could take all the abd away but then we would never appreciate or choose any of it, we would just expect it, I heard the light bulb go off in her head..."OOOHHHH"
She got it. She understood that Our Father has to allow things to happen that are painful so that we would choose to follow HIM and not expect that everything will be ok. Sometimes there are no reasons for His doing, besides HIS complete glory.

As I continued to explain, I thoguht again about our Father. How He has loved us since before our birth as a parent would. Waiting for us to be born so He could send people our way to share HIS love with us. He has sent someone to share God's gift of eternal life through acceptance of Jesus to each and every one of us. He has some who are martyred for sharing with those who reject HIS loving message. He loves those who do the persecuting!! His loving outstretched hands became so real to me as I thought more and more about HIS great love.

"He allows this so that people will make a choice to serve HIM, rejoice in all He has given, and follow HIM, or push HIM away and not follow HIM." I said. How much simpler God's love just became as I thought as a child. Thank you Andrea for your innocence. Thank You Lord for teaching me, again.

"Then I will pray for him. I want him to follow Jesus. Maybe God will heal him one day. But if He doesn't, I know God has a plan" She followed this with a heartfelt prayer that I cannot remember but again brought me to tears.

Her simplicity and  hope is an example of what God wants for us. Just to trust He is good, His plans are awesome, we will not always understand it all but He is good to us all, and His love was shown once and for all when He sent Jesus to die for our sins. How simple is God's message of love?

“God has given gifts to each of you from his great variety of spiritual gifts. Manage them well so that God's generosity can flow through you.” 1 Peter 4:10 What are your spiritual gifts? Are you allowing God to use you and your gifts to bless others or are you holding back? As a home school mom, serving others and serving at church in variety of ways, and having been on 2 prior mission trips, I thought I was surely using my gifts to their full potential. Whenever God called I was there or an opportunity arose I was available. What else could HE do with my gifts? On a recent short term mission trip to Africa, God showed me how HIS gifts may not all be so complex or require skill as I had thought before. They may be as simple as a smile or an encouraging word. My expectations of gift potential were not in line with God’s and were hindering me from being used and from sharing the simple Gospel message.


First, I will share that it was not my desire to go on another trip. I have gone for the past two summers to Uganda and Australia and was looking forward to a “normal” summer. Through a series of events and prayer the Lord changed my heart towards returning to Africa and showed me HE wanted me to go on this trip. I remember the Spirit telling me “Obey when I command and I will supply for your needs.” HE paid for my trip fully through donations of others and donations of items that I sold at yard sales. It was amazing watching every penny come in.

My trip was not without opposition from others and the enemy. The WORD says in Ephesians 6:12, “For our struggle is not against flesh and blood, but against the rulers, against the authorities, against the powers of this dark world and against the spiritual forces of evil in the heavenly realms.” How true this verse was for this time! I knew this trip would be more challenging and stretching than ever before. Thankfully I had people praying for me everywhere! Half of them I did not even know! I was so blessed by the prayer. It made the challenges to come, easier to bear. I had an array of challenges DAILY. The top 3 challenges were; being sick before, during, and after the trip with a number of things including the swine flu, a few trips to the urgent care to receive an I.V., and my luggage was lost for the duration of the trip. I had prayed prior to leaving that nothing would change hinder me from doing what God had called me to do on this trip or from utilizing my gifts. Thankfully, none of it did.

Two teams left for an amazing life altering adventure to Kenya and Sudan. Teams have been going to Africa for the past five years, with our church; Maranatha Chapel and Far Reaching Ministries (FRM), a global missionary organization. Teams are sent to serve and encourage the churches FRM has helped to establish in Uganda, Kenya, and their main base in Sudan. Teams assist with an array of ministry activities; women’s conferences, retreats, Pastor’s conferences, Sunday school, and more. They also help with a Love Covers event, which is like a VBS but on a larger scale. Typically there are 500+ children who are taught Bible lessons all day, and the final day they are presented with backpacks packed with toiletries, underwear, a blanket, mosquito net, a set of play clothes, and a uniform for school. These kids never see anything new let alone receive anything new. It is an amazing blessing!!

In Sudan, FRM is widely known for their Chaplain program. Men are trained extensively through the Bible, women’s and children’s ministry, and are trained for battle. Upon graduation from this program they are restationed and are daily working to spread the Gospel with others, protect the innocent from war, and aid the people in their area. It is their prayer to change the heart of Africa through these Chaplains.

The Lord blessed us in the beginning of the trip with extra time in London, so we were able to walk around London, which I have never done before. When we finally arrived in Entebbe, Uganda airport, we were exhausted, but overjoyed to see what the Lord had in store for all of us. The following day we took small airplanes and flew over Uganda to Sudan. From that high up you really are able to appreciate God’s creation and HIS greatness as you fly through clouds, fly over the Nile river, and over miles of green.

We were greeted on the dirt airstrip by the Chaplains singing welcoming songs and praise songs. The large compound in Sudan is guarded and very basic; bed and mosquito net, electricity on from 7-10pm daily, community sink, toilets that flush with buckets of water, and water conserving showers (turning on and off in between lathering). There is a kitchen area where your meat is freshly killed and skinned, your beans, rice, posho (rice flour paste with the consistency of play-doh), and chipati (the African tortilla) is made over open flame. There are barracks for men going through the chaplain program, seamstress school building, literacy program building, and to many local kids hanging out to count!!

During our eight day stay in Sudan, we helped with a 3 day Love Covers event at a primary school in Pageri, (a bumpy one hour drive), a women’s conference and Sunday School at the compound, a two day women’s conference at Calvary Chapel Nimule (a bumpy 1.5 hour drive), childcare for the women at the conference, shopping and a home visit to women attending the church at the compound. The women at the conferences gave our team gifts of a goat, eggs, chickens, and katanges (African patterned cloth used to make clothing) through very special dances and songs they had learned just for our arrival. They worship through song and dance. This “dance party” can last for hours! During this time we really connected with the women and shared lots of laughs as we attempted to dance as they did! At the end of the conferences we handed out small gifts to the women that Maranatha ladies had made and put together. They were thankful for all we had done which was humbling as we consider it nothing in comparison to what we do here at home.

Everyone had their own assignments for the trip along with teaching the kids. I was in charge of writing 7 dramas for the kids and women. This was a huge challenge for me. After endless prayer, countless hours of preparation, writing and rewriting, and losing half of our props because they were in my luggage that was lost, they turned out amazing! The kids and women laughed and laughed! The children at the school went home and did the plays for their parents and friends. Many parents came back the next day and were commenting on how much their children had learned in one day because of the plays. They were sharing these simple plays with their communities and sharing the Gospel without even knowing! Praise the Lord!!

After a busy time we were blessed to fly back to Uganda and visit Calvary Chapel Kampala and Calvary Chapel Entebbe. Having been to both churches before, it was awesome to see their growth, church services, and their fire for the Lord. My heart leaped for joy when I got to revisit these churches I had had spent so much time at before.

After such a jam packed time of worship, service, chatting with new friends, witnessing God’s grace unfold before my eyes, and being challenged beyond belief, I was praying for God to show me a verse or an epiphany to take back home. He had already showed me my expectations of the entire trip were not in line with HIS, how only when I disregard those expectations, HIS glory can truly shine, and when I allow God to work rather than me take over, HIS message will be shared to the ends of the earth rather than this group we are with. HE had revealed so much more through every trial and challenge, but I still felt like there was more. That is when I heard the Lord say, “You have finished this race well.” After all the praying, planning, and preparing, and throwing it all out the window, HE still thought I had finished the race well!

All the gifts I thought were my greatest asset turned out to actually hinder how God wanted to use me. HE wanted my availability to smile and serve without being prepared or thinking about it first. HE wanted me to play and teach without a lesson plan but with HIS real love that I experience daily. HE wanted me to depend on HIS physical strength and depend on HIM for the words to share when sharing my testimony. Trusting the words would be HIS used for HIS glory despite how embarrassed I am about my past.

Thankfully the trip has radically changed my life, again. It has made me bolder, humbled, and truly seeking the Lord to find out what my gifts are, and where HE desires to use me. So I challenge you, where does God have you serving now? Do you think you are being used completely according to HIS desires? Are you avoiding potential growth by limiting yourself through personal expectations? Pray and allow HIM to work through you so you may bless others according to God’s will. It will be so much more than you ever could imagine!! Ruby Boveda

You...

Yesterday your eyes met mine,
Your spirit filled me with joy.
Yesterday your words made me laugh,
Today they still do.
You have grown into someone I cannot live without.
You have changed into someone I would dream about.
You are on my mind when I wake up.
You lie mext to me when I sleep.
You share your heart with mine.
You are unafraid to reveal reality.
You hold back your desires to please me.
You care for us so deeply.
You sacrifice your all for our happiness.
Your comfort is often put to the wayside.
Your heart is worn under armor,
To protect you from the lies of the evil one,
To protect you from pain so you can continue on.
You never admit defeat despite the situation.
You remain steadfast.
You are never afraid of failure.
Your allow them to be stepping stones towards solutions.
You are not always outspoken.
You shrink back from exposure.
You consider it a worthy call.
You aid all those who ask.
You never ask for repayment.
You are so much more to us all.
You are a walking example of God's love.
You are an amazing father.
You are an irreplacable friend.
You are my husband.
You are an extension of God's hand.

I love you Richard...
Happy Anniversary!!

Changes...

      As the days pass by, I am in constant awe lately of God's amazing gifts. My children are such a gift to me. To think of these little people, loving me, cherishing my words, holding my hand as if there was not other person in the world more awesome than me, asking me what is the world made of and no matter the answer, they are confident my answer will be correct. Their innocence to the ignorance and wicked nature of the world is evident. Their hearts are fresh and soft like a cake fresh from the oven; if I press to hard I will ruin it with little hope of repair. I see their smiles and my heart just wants to live in that moment. When they wake up at night and crawl into bed with me I desire their warmth and closeness and pray I will never forget the moment... WHen they curl in my lap I pray we will always remain close. WHen we pray together, I always pray they will never stray away from the Lord. Why could our awesome God give me such a responsibility? WHy would HE put someone like me, in charge of such beautiful gems as they are? Why would HE allow me to love this much knowing I will hurt by events surrounding them time and again? So we will understand HIS amazing love, & realize how much more HE loves and cares for us.
      My husband is another awesome creation. He loves me everyday, all day. His love for me has never faded, changed, or waivered despite my inadequacies. His love has only deepened through the years while he recognizes my true nature. My frailties are his areas of strength. My strengths are his areas of weakness. Although we are complete opposites, we fit together liek a pair of shoes; different but used for the same purpose; to glorify our Father and love one another. Again when I question why I am given the same answer; it is all for my glory Ruby. I want you to know that I can love you more than this man ever could.
     HE has done so much more. HE has blessed me with friends that are more family, a house that has been turned into a home, financial starin and difficulty into joy for provisions. HE is aamzing in all HE has done and is doing. What a great God we have!! He does all this for everyone around the globe daily and yet we refuse it daily  by our actions and attitude. My prayer for today is to count my blessings and I will be reminded of HIS greatness and how our love should be towards one another.

Remember Grace

My kids are a handful! Because there are 3 vs. 1, I am always on my toes. Constant conflicts always leave me running to save the day. It wears me down, to the point of exhaustion. Sometimes, mentally, I am so drained I snap more than I should. I react without thinking and ignore the consequences. I bet that never happens to you!!

Then, in the quiet still moments (very few of those), I am reminded by the Lord of my mistakes, my annoyances, my downfalls. Oh what sad moments those are!! Sometimes downright embarrassing!! I am then reminded ever so gently by the Lord of HIS grace. How many times I have ignored the Lord and HIS call, how many times I have chosen my desires over what the LORD's will, and how each and every time HE is gracious to forgive me. I am reminded of how this awful and embarrassing weakness to sin and temptation in life is actually our starting point of true growth. "Each time he said, "My gracious favor is all you need. My power works best in your weakness." So now I am glad to boast about my weaknesses, so that the power of Christ may work through me.(2Corin 12:9)" God can actually START working through us when we recognize our sin and our weakness to avoid it, repent of it, and submit to the the LORD, & stop trying to overcome all on our own.

When we start to remember HIS forgiveness always comes with ease; never needing to earn it, then we will begin to learn, grow, and share this incredible grace with others.

Here comes my conviction....  Am I quick to forgive and share grace? No, I am more harboring...windering why they act the way they do (i think i forget they are kids!) Sometimes I forget that they too were born sinners. Their little spirits will also be tried, tempted, and tested. Without our generous gift of grace, what will encourage them to strive to improve? Micah 7:18 says "Where is another God like you, who pardons the sins of the survivors among his people? You cannot stay angry with your people forever, because you delight in showing mercy." Not only does our God pardon our sins, HE is delighted by giving us this grace!! Once we recognize this amazing grace, we will give it generously.

So next time you are making a rash punishment, judgement, or react to quickly, remember our FATHER and HIS trip to the cross, and how HIS love and GRACE were all that helped HIM endure, and that HIS grace never changes!!

Praying for your heart to be filled with grace!